Sunday, November 20, 2011

Thinking About the Future

One thing they say cancer treatments, you know you are feeling better when you start to make plans. Yes, and I am, we are, thinking about things like trips and what we can do to make our businesses work better.

And then there is my future in the medical universe. What next? I am about to make reservations for my stay in Baltimore in January, my last vaccine booster. I will need a month to recover, maybe more before I feel normalcy again and then what? What path in the labyrinth should I take next? Perhaps it is "wait and see." I am sure my doctors will want to move on to some drug with guaranteed side effects but I think I will ask if we can "wait and see." Take some time to live and rescan some time down the road. I would rather bankroll the drugs in case I need them later. Cancer is a devious thing, it figures out ways to get around the drugs so time is all I need. Time to wait for new miracles, new trials, staying alive, staying alive.

2 comments:

paige said...

xo's Chuckie. wanting, hoping, praying for only the best for you.

Joyce said...

Really hoping you are past getting the vaccine and are on the mend by now. Give us an update when you can, sending healing energy your way.

Joyce